So I'm back, went to Niagara Falls and I enjoyed it a lot with my husband.
Have you ever felt you've stepped out of your life, and you're viewing it from a point of view that's absolutely not there. Like, you're in a dream-like sort of state, not really fully there, not so conscious of your surroundings, feelings, emotions, everything?
Well that's how I've been feeling lately, like it's all unreal. I know I'm the same person because that's how I have acted and who I have been for years, and who my family and friends know. But now there's an additional side of me, the Navy side and it got attached to me somehow without me noticing how it got there (haha).
I don't mind it at all, I've got 6 years with the Navy active duty and so far 3 months in. Boot camp? It's over and it wasn't bad. I can still remember every bit of it, it went by so quickly.
Does it bother me that I'm still at Great Lakes, IL on hold at THU? No it doesn't, because that's the way it's going to be from now on. If the Navy says I can't go because of something and I have to be on hold then so be it. There are a lot of Sailors at THU desperate to get out of there, to go off to their A school. I can't see how they don't understand that this whole New Year 2009 coming up, it's going to be the same exact way.
The Navy is their job now, not just school or whatever they did before, where they decided on what to do. They need to realize that, they need to be patient, because it's the only way they'll learn to appreciate the decision they made 2 or 3 or 4 months ago to join the Navy. Some don't see it, some probably don't even recall why they joined, some just joined for "something to do".
Let me tell you, it's not just something to do. I love it and I'm going to take it and do the best I can in the Navy. The Navy is not "just a job", it's my life now and the best way to work with it is learning that it will be for the following 6 years and after that maybe longer.
So this New Year I will enjoy the Navy to its best and hopefully the Navy will get the most of me, because I will surely give it my all. I hope my shipmates can realize this and their grand commitment they made to their country, to Americans' lives.
You know how the Chinese have an animal for the year? Well this New Year is the Navy Year for me. It'll be the Year of the Navy how's that? I think it's a good idea haha.
Anyways, I'm happy to help anyone else with any other questions they may have or whatever it may be.
May everyone have a wonderful New Year in 2009, full of health, prosperity, and happiness.